Did i mention that my time-management sucks?

so of course i was grounded. that was end of August-ish.

lots has happened since then. i shall fill you in. THe first football game ended with a BANG. we did first song and a little bit of the beginning of second, in which i screwed up on. I tried to give D'mitri a hug, but band isnt allowed affection while in uniform. That was first game.

Then second week life progressed. Nothing too important happened. I've been in a distressed depressed mood lately, due to not having a party hard junior year as i was expecting and random other things that just piss me off.

bands practices, classes, fights with mom, loosing my phone, full tights, putt putt golf, and NOT seeing my boyfriend in a LONG time...not to mention cheating on him ensued. It's been a hectic few weeks.

And then we get to second game of the year; last friday.

ick yuck bleh.

we did first song okay and were supposed to know second song and drill. we did fine until the categorized "salmon" part where we look like we're swimming upstream with our flags. then we all kinda...stopped. we looked around, could not for the life of us get back in. it was one of those "DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT THE FUCK WE'RE DOING! OMG!"

hilarious, but disappointing. that will never happen again.

So now, we reach Thursday of the fourth week of school. We're well into September and past the eleventh of pain.

The quarttett [me, sugarplum, L and J] have grown apart. we hardly see each other, never hang out, and dont even think about each other that much. so tomorrow before the ga,e we're having a picnic infront of our school with no one else invited so there!

we now have first song complete, second song complete and third song begun. i hate it cause it has dance which i cant stand.

anyways, my current problem?

I ONLY HAVE ONE GAME FOR THE SHOW TOMORROW AND I CANT ET AHOLD OF MARIANA SO SHE CAN GIVE ME ONE OF HRS SINCE SHE WONT BE AT THE SHOW TONIGHT! GOD DAMN!

nothing i can do. im so fucked.

at least Dom wont be there...and neither will Mariana. just me, Lice, L and Sugarplum.

i will get back to you soon, but i havnt been sleeping well and frankly, im pooped.

night!