The End of Childhood...

It hath beeneth a busyeth feweth dayseth

...that was fun to write! aha!

Today is...Sunday? Yes it's sunday. I last wrote on Friday? So here's a breakdown.

Friday...I didnt really clean my room like i was supposed to but i told my mom is was fairly clean [which is only a little white lie] so she let me leave with Lu when she came to pick me up. On the car ride to the Altamonte Mall, Lu and I got on the subject of giving head and i joked about having a banana to practice on...

And then i "Jackass Dared" her to get the banana and give it head. Jackass Dares can only be things that are plausible... funny... doable... fun... or not too horrible...you know what i mean? And if the dare falls within those lines then you CANT say no. you HAVE to do it. Now, we've never had someone say no...we've had the oppurtunity leave so the person couldnt do it...but if it's there they dont have a choice. So Lu had to buy bananas...we said we would do it on the way home from the mall and movie...so we get to the mall and we check out Forever 21 and a few other places within before stopping for lunch at the foodcourt. Around this time, J shows up! So now the three of of us conitnue to frolick and have fun around the mall. Around seven we went to see Stardust [WHICH KICKED SERIOUS TNMT ASS]

on the ride home we were looking for Bananas after having explained the situation to J...now...this is crazy because they came together and jackass Dared me to go ask the lady for condoms and buy them. We were also supposed to buy them together, but they changed that. So i went up and asled the lady for the ultra thin lubricated condoms. I felt horrible.

The poor lady looked at me like i was throwing my life away and there was nothing she could do to save me. Thankfully, Lu bought the bananas seperately otherwise it would have been significantly MORE awkward.

lol. and dont think that we just bought the condoms and bananas and then were done with it... we went and played around. We blew up balloons...taught Lu how to give head...practiced condomizing the bananas...lol. we learned the differences between certain condoms. it was a funny funny night of laughs and learning.

All i have to say is that it rocked. lol.

Then the next morning we went to Target and the mall again.

I didnt buy anything but...

i got Sugarplum an awesome Flour de lis shirt since she wasnt there that night AND shes french. =] i also got a really cool buddha necklace...a new book....Lu and J got ALL kinds of makeup and condoms...NEW condoms in fun boxes with flavors and stuff...[we have yet to test and play with them all but it rocked] at the mall...i got a shotglass...a cellphone holder....and cool Dove Necklace...Lu got me an AWESOME pair of green underwear. cause thats my fav color. uhm....

The Day before at the mall i got a pair of sunglasses... [which rock]

uh...a cool necklace...and just ALL KINDS OF FUN STUFF. lol.

it was great. i got home and pretty much stayed on the computer all day. that was fun...However...my boyfriend told me he was in love with me. This is kinda a big deal. I've known him since seventh grade...he had a crush on me but i turned him down cause i liked a different boy. Then i cheated on that other boy with my current boyfriend at the theatre at "Phantom of the Opera" on a class trip. Nick and I didnt really stay friends when i left our school at the beginning of eighth grade for public school...but i was in church about a month or two ago with Sugarplum when i saw him and I was like WOW! and now we're dating and i guess he thinks he loves me.

which is weird for me because i dont know if i love him and he seems to really mean it. So for now i say it back but i'll let him know when i really mean it. lol. Stupid romance drama.