With a little help from my friends...

I get by with a little help from my friends
I get high with a little help from my friends
oh, im gonna try with a little help from my friends.

Do you need anybody?
i need somebody to love
Could it be anybody?
i want somebody to love.

Yes. thats how i feel. I love my friends. Krystal, Lucy, Jessie, Lisa, Mikael, Jacob, Kat, Joe, and Sylvan. Then there are others....like say Kevin, Aidan, Marie, and Elizabeth. People who i dont rlly hang out with outside of school but help me get through shitty school days.

I've noticed a certain....irritation about today.
it was supposed to be a good day.
obviously, as mentioned in my last blog, it wasnt.
It actually rather sucked.

Here is my life: no romantic prospects. I mean, there's Jordan....but he's an asshole who only wants me for sex. thats 1. Then there is Josh who is a cute little crush but shows NO signs of interest whatsoever. that could be 2. There's also someone else in my history class, but thats a not gonna happen. I'll count that as 3. Let's also add in Paul, Nick, Mikael and Jacob. Oh yeah and we cant forget the slight attraction to whats-his-name in my english class. thats....1...2...3....4 5 6 7...8?

wow. that is so whorish. Im not even hooking up with all of them [I WISH]. i've only kissed...4 of them and thats pretty good for someone who has a slighty permiscious view of life.

I'm actually trying to stop that. I would like to try and settle.

which is ironic because Lucy and Joe are having relationship....puntures based on settling. Lucy is kinda boringly tied down and misses getting action from other guys. it sounds bad when i say it like that, but honestly, i can understand her completely. which is really not good.

I mean. there will always be...

Kat and Aidan. [2 yrs]
Rachel and Ryan. [1.5 yrs]
Millie and Anthony.[...almost a year]
Lindsey and Ryan.[1 yr]
Lisa and Sylvan. [...LONG time]
Lucy and Joe.[4 mths]


I'm not even kidding. i seriously view Lucy and Joe as inseperable even though they havent been dating for that long. They've just become a couple so much in my life...its unimaginable. no joke.

im about to fall asleep over my keyboard. so ima go to bed now. niy niy.