Jai Guru Deva

Pools of Sorrow
Waves of Joy

Jai Guru De Va

Adjective for September 30th, 2007: Unsatisfactory.

yesterday, i saw Across The Universe. it was amazing. but i knew it would be. not a shockr.

And JessiKem got to spend the night and she told me the secret. haha. she is my little criminal and i love her.

but thats no the point.
She left me the donuts this morning. yummm. those r all gone now. and they were delicious.

ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE
LOVE
LOVE IS ALL YOU NEED

thats what is waving through my speakers
and its actually putting me into a slighty more decent mood.

LOVE

so i woke up...lat-ish today. and Jessie had already left. i dont rlly remember he leaving, but i think i dreamt that someone kissed my cheek and said "bye bye rie rie" so that prolly wasnt a dream.

i can never fuckin remember shit in the mornings.

but...uhm...where was i? my mood is escalating huzzah!

but...uhm...then i had chores to do. not cool.

Krystal was supposed to come over considering she hasnt come over ot my house and spent time with her precious best friend since the Busch Trip before school started. UNCOOL.

but i called and told her not to because i was fighitng with my mom and i'd gotten myself depressed with overthinking the good things in life.

Mind you, i'm still ready to murder the women who unfortunately brought me into this heinus world, but at least my emotions are improving. and my myspace looks pretty good.

Didn't know i had one of those dija?

well heres the link in case u dont have it, which i cannot imagine how that would happen but whateve

http://www.myspace.com/themariah

yes it's very creative. haha toodles.

Jai Guru De Va